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Originally published on 15th January 2016 Last updated on 1st October 2018
Today, I had my first visit to the endocrinologist; a thyroid specialist. It didn’t go too well in all honesty!
Afterwards, he lectured me on the ‘risks’ of using NDT and explained all about why he would not prescribe it for me. He said it hadn’t proven to be any better than Levothyroxine, and when I explained it had been, he just needs to open his eyes to the books, research, studies and large body of patients out there, he had no answer.
As expected, he was praising Levothyroxine and trying to convince me of its high success rate. I explained I’d been in touch with a large amount of thyroid patients online, and it certainly is not as successful as he thinks it is. He refused to really listen to anything I had to say about my researching, as of course, I’m just a patient. What do I know?! I only live with this condition, after all.
We started with my weight and blood pressure. My blood pressure was shockingly off the scales, and my weight had of course gone up. I was aware it had increased since my clothes fitted a little differently, but I was still the same UK Size 10 I had been since being sixteen-years-old, so I didn’t think it was much. Half a stone maybe.
It was 12.5 kilos. Two. Whole. Stone.
In just 6 months since being on Levothyroxine. Despite being hypothyroid before that, my weight stayed stable. It was either the Levothyroxine directly causing my weight gain, as a side effect of the drug, or it was the fact that the Levothyroxine wasn’t adequately giving me everything I needed, leaving my body deficient in enough of what it needed to adequately burn fat and have my metabolism work properly.
A key sign of an inadequately treated thyroid problem, and where the stigma of using ‘I have a thyroid problem’ as an excuse for weight gain, comes from. I suspect it is a combination of both. I strongly suspect once my NDT is optimal, I will lose this weight since my diet has not changed in pretty much my whole life.
He then proceeded to ask me about my symptoms and how I felt NDT had helped me better than Levothyroxine. I explained how, on Levothyroxine, I had over twenty symptoms (also discussed in my letter) and that while only being on NDT for a month so far, all but one symptom had gone (fatigue). He put it down to coincidence, and said that, given enough time on Levothyroxine, I would have had the same experience. What absolute rubbish! I was on it for six months and got nothing but worse, whilst doctors insisted that my TSH was ‘fine’, therefore I was ‘fine’ and all these symptoms were in my head.
Anyway, we moved past that and I explained how the one symptom left was my fatigue.
Still constantly tired, and when I say tired, I don’t mean ‘you had a late night and are a bit groggy today’ tired, I mean absolutely exhausted. Like you could drop sleep with every blink you take. When getting up the stairs is such a horrendous task, that you have to plan about half an hour before you want to go upstairs, in order to physically prepare yourself for it. And even then, you need someone to help you.
I’ve met thyroid patients who tell me the tiredness they felt after childbirth is no where near as bad as thyroid fatigue.
When I explained my level of fatigue and poor stamina, the endocrinologist followed by diagnosing me with chronic fatigue syndrome, and said that it would get better ‘over time’. His favourite phrase was “these things are often only ‘time-limited.'” When I asked why, he couldn’t give me an answer. What a cop-out. What a lame excuse for saying he doesn’t know, and he doesn’t really care enough about me to explore it with me.
I suggested it could be caused by adrenal issues, since my last set of blood results came back with a TSH in range, Free T4 in range and Free T3 over the range. Adrenal fatigue can cause T3 to ‘pool‘ in your blood, making the result look really high. And here comes my favourite part. He looked at me and said “just by looking at you, I can tell you do not have adrenal issues.”
I was gobsmacked.
Just by looking at me last year, you wouldn’t have been able to tell I was hypothyroid, yet I know it was really starting to cause me problems then. I was ill and just by looking at me, no one believed me. I was an active and busy, healthy looking twenty year old, yet my bodily processes were shutting down one by one and I was constantly fighting against it controlling me. This is a common problem we thyroid patients have. We often don’t look ‘ill enough’ to be taken seriously, and it needs to stop.
I left the appointment, cried a lot in frustration, and then ordered my own adrenal stress test to be done privately. Within two weeks of completing the test, I had my results. My adrenal glands were indeed dysfunctioning! My cortisol output was elevated significantly in the morning and up to lunch time, and although ‘in range’ in the afternoon and evening, it was still at the top of the ‘acceptable range’. So my cortisol was too high 24/7. I’m going to cover this more in another post.
So you see, this appointment was basically a waste of time, but at least I had the opportunity, which is a lot more than what other thyroid patients get. However, from what I hear from other thyroid patients in my Facebook support group about their visits to endocrinologists, they’re generally as useless as GPs. Not all, I must stress, but a lot.
He refused to prescribe NDT because, in his words, his panel would not approve it, so it would be a waste of time. Basically, he didn’t care enough about his patient to try. He could see it was helping me more than standard Levothyroxine.
I’m back to doing this by myself, my way, and when I next see that endocrinologist in May, he’ll see what progress I have made without any of his help.
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Have you seen an endocrinologist? What was your experience?
The book Be Your Own Thyroid Advocate: When You’re Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired, which builds on this article in detail and discusses how Rachel got her health back on track by advocating for her thyroid health.
Rachel Hill is the highly ranked and multi-award winning thyroid patient advocate, writer, blogger, speaker and author behind The Invisible Hypothyroidism. She has two books: ‘Be Your Own Thyroid Advocate‘ and ‘You, Me and Hypothyroidism‘. Her thyroid advocacy work includes authoring books, writing articles, blogging and speaking on podcasts, as well as being a board member for The American College of Thyroidology. Rachel has worked with The National Academy of Hypothyroidism, BBC, The Mighty, Yahoo, MSN, ThyroidChange and more. She is well-recognised as a useful contributor to the thyroid community and has received multiple awards and recognitions for her work and dedication. Rachel is British, but advocates for thyroid patients on a global scale.