My Personal Experiences

When Old Photos Show How Ill You Really Were

Does anyone else see old photos of themselves and suddenly feel reminded of how ill they looked before realising how ill they really were with Hypothyroidism or Hashimoto’s?

Taken three years ago today, I remember the day this photo above was taken, really well.

I went to a friend’s birthday meal, despite feeling like I had a case of really bad flu and had done for ages. This ‘flu’ had been hanging around for a month or two by the time this photo was taken and eventually, a few months later, it was confirmed that I didn’t just have the flu or a virus that wasn’t going away, I actually had autoimmune hypothyroidism.

I felt as if I was going mad, and wondered if I was imagining feeling so unwell with flu type symptoms (heavy fatigue, intense muscle aches and pain) everyday for almost six months, before I was eventually diagnosed.

I had had symptoms of an underactive thyroid for five years prior to this photo (fatigue, depressive episodes, anxiety, acid reflux, very heavy periods, muscle cramps, unexplained diarrhoea, dry skin, acne, weight fluctuations) but they would come and go in bouts, meaning my health would get better and then worse again for a few months at a time, without any explanation from the many doctors I saw for all these symptoms.

Looking back, I can see now that it was the Hashimoto’s flaring up and progressing and then perhaps slowing down again, causing these flare ups in bad health, before I got to the point in January 2015, where from then on until my diagnosis in July 2015, the bouts of poor health making me feel as if I had the flu, didn’t go away this time. It was permanent.

And finally then, the doctors thought to test me for autoimmune hypothyroidism and I was diagnosed with it, with antibodies off the charts.

So, why aren’t doctors screening people for this supposedly ‘very common’ condition when they’re showing signs early on?

Why aren’t we catching the condition sooner and are instead leaving them to get worse with time?

When someone comes in complaining of unexplainable fatigue, poor mental health and aches and pains, why are they often not checked for a thyroid condition?

Just the unexplained fatigue alone should warrant a look at their thyroid hormone levels, surely?

Especially when we consider that:

This is really frustrating.

Did you have a similar experience?

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The book Be Your Own Thyroid Advocate: When You’re Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tiredwhich covers Rachel’s personal story of going from being undiagnosed with a thyroid condition, to finally being diagnosed and put by Levothyroxine medication (which didn’t help), to finally finding the right medication for her and getting her health back.

About Author

Rachel Hill is the highly ranked and multi-award winning thyroid patient advocate, writer, speaker and author behind The Invisible Hypothyroidism. Her thyroid advocacy work includes writing articles, authoring books, producing her Thyroid Family email newsletters and speaking on podcasts and at events about the many aspects thyroid disease affects and how to overcome these. She is well-recognised as a crucial and influential contributor to the thyroid community and has a large social media presence. Her bestselling books include "Be Your Own Thyroid Advocate" and "You, Me and Hypothyroidism".

1 Comment

  • Caz / InvisiblyMe
    July 17, 2018 at 4:49 pm

    I find the same when looking through old photos. I also get a pang looking at photos when I was well, and feel that mourning for what disappeared even though I never knew at the time how things could go so downhill. In the UK, there’s certainly so many problems with thyroid diagnosis and treatment that it goes beyond ridiculous. x


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